Everything!

how can you actually be so clueless?
i'm practically screaming out to you and no responce?
how can you not see how madly inlove i am with you?
i don't know what more i can do to make you see :( ?
i don't know how long you are gonna make me wait?
how can everyone else see it, everybody! but you?
how long will it take you to work out how perfect we are together?
how long untill i can hold you and be with you all the time?
how long untill you are mine ♥

i haven't made a proper blog post in like 2 months , i've had so much going on atm
my family is falling apart in my fingertips and there is nothing i can do , i hate feeling helpless , one of the worst emotions i think, and my boyfriend left me , with nothing but my memories left.
but i would like to say thankyou so much to my girls , i really don't think i could have coped these last few weeks if it wasn't for you , you have really helped me out alot recentley and i love you all to pieces and you mena so much to me <3 please don't leave me girls :) anywya atm i'm watching GLEE , it's like th finall or something , but for some reason i really can't be arsed to watch it /: i'm listening to it tho' :)
i've recently re-done my ipod so it's all new and fresh full of my usual rock music , LOVE IT !
well tbh i don't have much to say :) will probably post up again soon as i ahve alot to talk about and not many people to talk to :)

long story short..
he is gone , my wonderful boyfriend, just gone.
i loved him and he broke my heart, he broke it into tiny pieces, and practically stomped on it :(
i can't believe he is just gone out of my life , just like that.
all i know is he will always be my first love

I’m just an immature little kid.
I’m a 5 year old trapped in a 13-year-old girls body.
I still drink chocolate milk with a straw and get yelled at for making bubbles.
I sing when I walk down the street.
I’m always the first one to run out to the ice cream man in the summer time.
I still pee with the door open and dance to the sound of the shower.
I run into my sister’s room when it’s time to go to bed and ask her to tell me a story.
I still believe in the tooth fairy.
My favorite holiday is Christmas & I stay up extra late to see if I can catch a glimpse of Santa.
I still hop around my neighborhood handing out Easter eggs and pretending I’m the Easter bunny.
I sleep with my blankie and barney every night.
My rubber ducky still keeps me company in the shower.
When it rains I run outside in the mud.
Electricity plugs still fascinate me.
Catching lighting bugs outside marks the start of the summer for me & my little sister.
I still run around the house with underwear on my head.
Socks and flip-flops are still a major "fashion yes"!
Skimpy shorts and tank tops don’t interest me, I’d rather be wearing my sponge-bob square pants t-shirt.
Growing up is for nerds. <3

Hey fellow piczo'ers (:

Do you ever feel like doing something, but your wondering if you should or not. I say, just do it (:
Like today i flet like cutting my hair a bit , nothing to differnt just shorten up my layers , I like it (:
But anyway back to the pasics , today this dude called Kurt kept patting my head all day , because aparently my hair was soft "/ It was sort of really anoting but meh I just laughed ! I saw Aaron at school today <3 ,
We had a right laugh ! I don't want to go into details as such but i would really hate to be this boy called Jake right now he kinda' done something on cam and the marvelous 'Prt Sc' came in handy if you get me ! Anywayy... I had maths today !  It wasn't to bad actually we all pretended we didn't know so she had to explain over and over agian , so that took up 40 minutes of the lesson! Today i have drew some rather amazing drawrings , i will get round to uploading some ! But yeah not much has really happened today. I will write in again today, at some point !

i love you.